Even if it hurts.

In many people's eyes, I'm super ordinary.
A girl who loves shopping, A girl who loves eating, A girl who dreams almost 24-7,
A girl who still thinks that you can make wishes outta airplane
& A girl who hopes one day she'll find the perfect man.

well, I've not build any corn-like twin tower or wore meat to any awards
so I guess I'm pretty ordinary.

Definition of a perfect man:
I always say, I wanna have a hot bf who is supernaturally charming
but I always end up with weird people. -.-
(yeah, Guys who has three eyes and six nose .)
Weird as in erm, weird. Personality.

Lies :
I don't believe it when people say looks are not important, personality is.
BULLSHIT!

I don't wanna face an ugly person for the rest of my life thinking that wow he has a great personality. -.- i will tell him I have down syndrome & run away.

Not to be mean or anything, but I'm just being honest. you already commit a sin if you don't agree with me cause the 1st thing u notice are the looks.

To tell if you are able to handle shrek- like 2-faces or will have down syndrome like me.
1.Would you see some stranger on the street thn yell, wow I like you cause you love old people?!

or

2. Would you see some stranger on the street thn yell, wow I like you cause you have amazing biceps!

Answer: You'll choose neither cause you'll end up being accused for having down syndrome for yelling at a stranger. :)

So looks are def important.

After looks comes the personality:
I like guys who has amazing skills in everything he does. He doesn't to be perfect but almost perfect . I like guys who take their studies & hobbies seriously. If the guy learns piano he has to know how to play some amazing pieces by those dead musicians. If he only knows how to play some chinachong lullaby thn I'm sorry. cause its not attractive.

His friends are important.
Okay your other half's friends are important okay. Good friends will positively help you when you guys face problems. Cum face friends will negatively blame this blame that. I had people like that around me b4. they're so annoying.

Meeting the right guy at the right time.
I guess all my exs were okay people. I met the almost right guy probably at the wrong time.
We all have goals that we wanna fulfill & when you have different perspective and different dreams, you'll end up not agreeing with each other everytime possible. :(

Last but not least, feeling.
Feelings are the most intimate thing you can ever have. Some feelings are unexplainable. If you feel so loved by your other half, its impossible for me to know how you exactly feel. So feelings are so important because its only you can understand it. :)
Loving a guy is = loving the feeling. So go for guys that you feel great with.

Last piece of advice, if you love him, go for him! nothing is impossible. :)

TTFN
Be Happy :)
PS:
Past:
I dated a number of guys who wrote themselves incredible history . Ofcoz there are the good times and the not so good times but oh well.

Present:
Still digging up my history's page. Couldn't get over some of the past so I shall remain single.

Future:
I WILL HAVE 2 DOZEN OF KIDS WITH A DAYYUM HOT HUSBAND
AND LAUGH AT ALL OF YOU .