love you boyfie. :)

Ohmy! school's starting in a couple of hours time. D: major fml. -.-

The last place I want to go to is my school. I certainly do not understand when parents say:
school times are the best time. pui. :/

I wanna start working and earn the bucks, or at least go to a University
where you have rights and freedom. :)

shit the car is here. I better get goin.

TTFN
Be happy :)

gaaahhh i miss my sista and my mama. haha

when to susan bistro, our usual, yesterday thn to this desert shop for desert
cause mama wanted "deep fry ghost"..

who has the world cutest sista?
*me*
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Out with Kells Bells.

She so nice okay. she brought me to Kota Damansara thn to One U as she promised..
At first I was so scared that she will not turn up :s but she did! ahha
we shopped all day thn we went for massage ahhaa.

Not suppose to match it up like that. don't worry. ahhaa.
but i bought both the dress and the blouse. Love it!
@ Kota Damansara :)
They have lots of cool boutique shops you can visit. similar to Bangsar but I prefer Bangsar ahha.
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Karaoke with my babes :)

we went for redbox thn we watched Love & other drugs with the guys..
I think its a nice movie tho it may seem boring at first.
But there were moments that really touched me.

Jake Gyllenhaal is amazing okay. he is my top 1 hottest guy on earth now.
you have to watch him in source code! thumbs up!

" You'll meet a thousand people but not one will touch your heart,
then you meet this one person who will change your life forever."~ Jake.G

i mean who says that?! <3


nic!! Don't go back to Melbourne kay!?
& I just realize my deformed looking fingers.


I think thats all for today :)

TTFN
Be happy :)

I just wanna say

To my amazing boyfriend. :)

TTFN
Be happy :)

PS: the only thing that keeps be going is you baby.

She's the girl who is fit to be called the Nutella's ambassador.
She's the weird child who runs around making everyone laugh.
She's the pretty face who rather be behind the camera taking photos for everyone.

Dalila's farewell was a rough one. :'(


I'll miss everything about her.

Especially when we're in Malaysian Studies class..
aww..it'll be different without her.

She makes me laugh all the time and we share lots of inside jokes..
Like the other day, we came up with a really good parody for "Whip my hair".

card we wrote her :)

okay ready? It goes like this:

I pick my nose in and out I pick my nose in out
Then I whip my hair left and right I whip my hair left and right.

Shuddup. I know its stupid but
I can only do that with her. :s


Anyway, Take care Dalls. Will go to Singapore very soon to rape you.
just watch :D

last photo with dalls :')

TTFN
Be happy :)

PS: camp was different without you as well.

It was a tough night yesterday.
I didn't mean what I said, or do I?

maybe I did for awhile.
I just felt like why on earth am I in this position.
Other girls get to celebrate theirs with candles, with flowers, with their beloved next to them.
And me?

I sat in front of the computer, watch the time ticking, looking at his beautiful face yet couldn't put myself around his arms. so close yet so far.

I am angry and I am frustrated. All I wanted is him to be right next to me. At least for today.
At least on our 5th months anniversary.

I don't blame him. I can blame no one yet I am upset..maybe I just have to blame myself
for not being strong. I want to be the super hero in this relationship.
I want him to be proud of me, looking at me and tell me how lucky he is to have me.
but sometimes, I get tired of being strong. And when I am honest to the whole world,
I get in trouble.

Just honestly saying that, I really do miss you and I know you do.
It breaks my heart sometimes,
knowing that I need you at that point of time but you can't be there.

I know its not your fault. I do understand that when we chose this path, it'll have consequences.
but I didn't know how heavy the consequences are.

Just imagine my position.
I have to go through nights knowing that I have you but you're just not there.
This is my very first time into serious relationships like that & yet I can't experience
moments with you holding my hands, putting me in your arms, looking into my eyes telling me
that you love me.

I know I can't blame you. Its not your fault. Its my fault for not being able to hold on to the truth
and move on.

I will be optimistic, I know I will be alright. I just need to chill.

Just to tell you, Happy 5 months anniversary.
&
I love you.

IM NOT DEAD YET.
just busy. really busy.

One of my favourite photo of us running down the hill :)

. just came back from Vietnam. Had tons of fun. :) will blog abt it soon.
& u know when i say soon.."soon" will never come. :/

Had dinner with my mama elynn and sista peiying yesterday night.
Had talks about everything. about him, about her, about ourselves, about you :0

this is me and my family @ lee hom's concert<3

It was good seeing them :)

Skyped with the boyfriend yesterday night as well. His hair is ultra long now..
I don't even wanna look at him. he looks like a hobo. after going to Taiwan for so long..
I really miss him. but good news is that..
I will be seeing him very soon..actually i see him everyday..in my dreams u know.-.-

i love him.

Anyway..readers please don't give up on me. I will try my best keeping my blog alive.

TTFN
Be happy :)